some of them were superstitious

so good things!
moving to monties on the 23rd.
already have an apartment.
getting a transfer to the st-catherine street urban outfitters.
going to chicago tomorra for workplace trainings.
saving money for europe trip in may and already have the hostel booked in paris.
yayayaya

bad things!
leaving my best alex and taylos in plop city.
and also kevin and alex in same building.
and also reverend katherine ursula russell in guelphtown-ish USA.
packing my house up and getting rid of a million items.
packing a bag for airplanes. should i bring a knife?

butts.

i'm excited and scared and happy and sad all at once. i feel like everything has worked itself out almost too well. it's making me a big mess of paranoia but i'm getting better at it. something that i feel i would normally dwell on forever and ever and wreck a relationship over i actually donut even care about and it only took me two dumb thinks and its gone.
i feel extremely lucky to have someone be so understanding of my idiot brain.

didididi

ANYWAY

if chicago is as windy as it supposed to be i'm going to shave all my hair.
fuck on that wind.